I am keeping this diary to help myself smile more. I am notorious for not smiling, and it has finally irritated me enough. Last night was probably the breaking point. I went out with some friends and a friend of a friend said I looked, mean and he though "I wanted to fight him" then my friend asked me if there was anything she could do because I looked miserable, and then a homeless guy who looked like he would be gorgeous if it wasn't for his obvious excessive drug habit told me to smile, that I looked better when I smiled, and that he did it everyday.
So last night I was very upset with myself. I feel like sometimes I ruin others moods with my frowns...:(
I am not an unhappy person it just feels weird smiling.
I naturally frown :( so I am going to have to make a conscious effort to smile!
My first assignment to myself is to smile while I am at home this week. I never do this at all, so this will be a toughie.
hopefully it will help me get comfortable with the concept.
and I deleted all my myspace pictures that I wasn't smiling in.
About Me
- whatsgoingon
- I always get the opposite of what I want, which oddly enough seems to be what I need. My hobbies are all adventure, and art related, and then there is sleep (which trust me I have turned into an art). I like to take pictures of interesting things that I see, I like to draw interesting things from by brain. When I dance I kind of have neoplatanism in mind with a touch of hoochie, and when I adventure I dont think about a thing. O yes, and I am a music and book hunter!! so if you know of anything good...let me know.
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